time now is 1.14am.. i'm 19 hours without sleep... yet.. i don't know why i don't feel sleepy now..

today which is saturday, woke up at 6.30am.. went to bishan just to found out that i had to go home empty-handed.. i waited there for 1 hour.. call her so long no one picked up.. i'm just pissed off.. then i spent 1 hour to go there and 1 hour to go back home.. i was really so angry at this moment.. i shld have called ckw to come out.. didn't know u already wake up liao.. and so i went home.. wasted 4 hours..

so afternoon went to sim lim square wif wj to buy his router.. saw tqz and his aunt.. they help wj bargain his router price till very low.. haha.. went bugis walked around and played puzzle fighter at the arcade there.. i din managed to complete at the last stage but wj completed liao.. haha.. this is the game we are gd at.. then during evening meet up wif the guys.. got wj, gabby, ckw, wy, rayson, jth, matt, kenny, jy, jack, leo to celebrate james's birthday.. had dinner at cartel.. the food is very nice there and its filling.. i'm so full for the 1st time..

then walked aimlessly around orchard.. shared my problems wif a few of my good buddies.. dammit i saw someone so familiar! omg.. its so alike.. i take a look closer just to found out its not her.. she's working now.. how can she be walking on the streets? i'm just thinking too much.. lots of ppls queuing to go in china black liao.. but still some of us not enuff age to go in.. so went drinking again at cuppage there.. had lots joys and laughter.. but it just cant cheer me up.. how i wish i could drowned my sorrows.. ckw tell me not to... its just too expensive to do it.. lol! cos i got no more money in my wallet liao and he will be the one lending me.. =x anyway thanks alot for the drinks.. lastly bought a cake from swensens for james.. the cake taste very nice..! after that, got home and got scolded for coming home so late at on this month.. sigh...

spent alot today.. self declared bankrupt now... today is a bad day for me.. i'm in a very bad mood..


*i'm not angry with you already but i'm very concerned about you.