So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got your love around me
And you know it makes me feel so strong

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday all the way
When I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday all the way
When I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

baby don't u know u gotta slow down
before u know u gotta break down
and turn around before you know
you go and break my heart
when will you learn to be a little helpful
and you think off me a little careful
when your close to me
because baby i loved you from the start

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

(i love you baby)
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
(where you go)
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby (i would cry)
(i would die)And do you feel the same for me?
(i love you baby)
Everyday all the way (where you go)
When I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby (i would cry)
(i would die) And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
(i love you baby)
Do you know where you go when you give it all away (where you go)
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby (i would cry)
And do you feel the same for me?
(i love you baby)
Everyday all the way (where you go)
When I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby (i would cry)
(i would die) And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
You leave me once again home alone
The fridge is full but my heart is achin'
You think I can make it on my own
Just a kiss and you are gone
Another night like a million before
Another party where I'm not invited
As always you'll heat the dance floor
In front of your turntables going mad
Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
Why should I stay deep in the blue
I wanna move my body too
(Chorus)
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let the music play, until the break of day
We've been aside since I meant to be
A part of you that was just awaking
My life with you is a fantasy
I am your prince and you are my king
You say your thing drives sometimes you insane
You think you're no good father and so you're ashamed
But all I want is to share your pain
Clubbin' the night along and having fun
Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
I wanna feel this part of you
I wanna move my body too
(Chorus, x2)
Daddy DJ
Daddy DJ
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on

boo! time is still quite early.. dor went off then went walk walk around with dyy.. we are trying to walk from cck mrt to yewtee.. talk along the way.. and yes we made it.. the time is still quite early.. around 10pm.. then try to walk to kranji mrt station. was really lost.. and really scary and eerie.. there was lots of creatures around us.. hoping there's a way out.. lost sight of the mrt line.. lots of industrial buildings around us.. the road is almost empty.. nt a soul around.. sometimes there will just a few bangra worker passing by in their bicycle.. wild dogs guarding the entrance of the buildings.. dyy was kind of afraid.. me too.. cos the fence is too low.. the dogs might just jump out.. hope she dun cry if this really happens.. haha.. finally saw the mrt track.. but the station is still quite far.. walked into this eerie path.. halfway liao.. the path too dark.. we turned back.. was hoping dyy could walk faster.. because i could feel alot of eerie things behind me!! then she ran and i ran too! lol.. walked till around 11pm still no sight of mrt track.. finally saw a cab.. faster flag down and phew.. safe.. thought we going to walk till 1-2am liao.. while the taxi is taking us to kranji mrt.. we could see how long we must walk to reach there.. man.. i tink got around 3-4km to walk! lucky we nv consider to continue walking.. if nt i tink we really have to call SOS liao..

11th NovAfter i packed finished my stuff, bring those big and small bags to my dad's car. Then i begin my journey to the north. we took the tuas route as there's no traffic jam there. on the way, i listen to techno dance and trance as usual.. then i doze off liao. hoping that when i woke up.. i already reached KL.. haha.. took around 3-4 hrs to reach KL. by the time we reached.. it was already 8pm liao.. then after that went to my grandma house.. surprising.. no one is at home. then i went to my 8th aunt house because we will be staying there for our trip to m'sia. reached there.. play with my 2 cousins.. help him with his computer.. then went to slp after that.. my 8th aunt is a very nice person.. she let out the master bedroom for my family. the only room with air-con. so nice of her.! 12th Novwoke up.. had a lot of mosquito bites.. the reason is i'm sleeping on the floor PLUS my mum never on air-con! then she open the window and all the mosquito flew in.. haix.. lol.. early morning my family, uncle and aunt went for morning walk liao.. while me.. still sleeping.. this applies to my cousins too.. haha.. then i ask my mum for the program of the day.. afternoon visiting my grandma.. at night went to visit my dad's old fren.. noon came.. chatted wif my other cousins at my grandma house.. just knew that my 12th aunt is coming back from US to attend my cousin's wedding dinner.. oh then i get to see their 2 small kids for the FIRST TIME! haha.. a boy call terrion and girl call joey.. joey is soo pretty!.. maybe is because the mixture of chinese and american.. then my cousin brought me to nearby shops.. saying he own the lan shop.. ok.. so i go there see see and look wads the different between singapore and malaysia gamers.. it was a big difference man.. my cousin choose a sit for me.. it was a "NICE CHOICE".. i had 2 smokers beside me.. i requested a change of sit.. but i saw all around ppl are smoking also.. blah.. then while playing.. they shout here and there like babarians.. haix... boasted they very gd.. in the end also lose.. the sigh of these ppls really irks me.. so i play finished 1 game i go liao.. after that.. get to try driving a car! haha.. my cousin lend me his car teaching me how to drive.. it was damm exciting and fun although the car's engine went dead a few times because i never step the crach when i change gear.. after that.. went back to my grandma hse and my family and me went to visit my dad's fren.. was damm boring at my dad's old fren house. nothing to do.. and the senoirs had fun chatting.. i dunno wad to talk to them also.. i dozed off at the chair there.. after that.. went to eat the original fujian noodle... wow the noodle is soo different.. singapore wun have this kind of shop.. haha.. then went home.(my 8th aunt hse) bath.. watch tv.. got 1 ghost show.. it was quite scary... the story talks about the building is haunted then blah blah all the strange things happened.. as usual.. haha.. 13th Novphew this time... although nv on air-con.. i nv got any mosquito bites because i already prepared myself.. i spray ALOT mosquito repellen on me.. hahah.. in the afternoon.. my cousin said she treating my family lunch.. that was quite surprised because we are nt very closed to her family.. anyway.. her husband is quite rich i think.. then after that dunnno y.. my 12th aunt from the US was also included.. but we must find 1 vegetarian restuarant because her husband is vegetarain.. strange.. american ppls are vegetarian.. i thought all eat meat one.. then after that went back to my grandma house.. wow.. a lot of ppls.. went to chat around wif my cousins.. talk about singapore and malaysia again... they always like to ask my how's the sch there.. games blah blah.. haix.. after that my 12th aunt treat my family curry fish head.. oh man. i hate spicy food.. i nv touch that fish head in the end.. ate other dishes.. haha.. then went shopping at IOI.. wanted to find xbox games because there cheaper.. but none.. xbox isn't hot in malaysia.. back home.. slack around slp.. wishing TANG PEI YAN HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY worx.. sorry i missed ur birthday again.. hope u wun blame me.. hehe... guess u will be mad wif me now.. owe u 2 present.. see whether got chance treat u lunch can le la.. kekekx. =p 14th Novmorning.. go have morning walk for the 1st time i did this.. haha.. then in the afternoon visit my big sister's god parents.. well it was quite boring.. dunno why when visiting other ppl's house it always soo bored.. the seniors had their own chatting while i'm in my techno world.. their family dun have children around the same age as me one.. =(.. at nite.. went for a BIG FAMILY dinner... my grandma.. big aunt's family, 11th aunt's family, 12th aunt's family.. 2nd uncle's family.. the senior had their own table.. while the children like us had our own table too.. haha.. then i chatted wif my cousins lor.. actually this trip to malaysia is quite worth it.. had a lot of shark fins.. abalone.. for dinner.. and my favourite sweet and sour pork in almost everyday of my meal. whenever we back to malaysia.. my big cousins.. uncle and aunt always treat my family for lunch and dinner one.. so gd! haha 15th Novmy cousin's wedding dinner day.. in the morning.. my dad, uncle and his 2 sons and me went to KL to buy things.. we went to Low Yat Plaza.. its similiar to sim lim square liddat.. went there to shop for dvds.. xbox games.. well.. in the end.. we leave that place empty handed.. because there isn't any xbox games there.. and the dvd movies is too expensive.. RM13 per piece.. my uncle intro us to another place where is sells only RM8 per piece.. around evening liao. changed to formal wear for my cousin's wedding dinner.. went there.. it was a resort.. wah.. alot of yan daos and chio bu there.. hahah! my cousin the most chio one.. well well... the dinner was very nice.. i had about 6-7 glasses of wine.. and the most strange part is i had 1 glass with my uncles..! that was extremely rare cases.. because i'm the only one under i think 40 years old.. well.. my uncles are all drunk liao.. keep saying like another glass.. lucky my cousin save me.. say dun small children drink too much la.. the uncles so power sia.. even my clothes is stained wif the wine.. omg.. after that.. took some pics went home.. slp liao.. cos i felt a bit drunk too.. 16th Novearly morning.. around 6am wake up liao.. packed our bag and prepared to go chalet at Port Dickson with my cousins and their family.. Port Dickson is about 250km from singapore.. the place is quite nice.. the waters are clear(only for some part) and the sands are so fine.. we went swimming at the sea.. play ball games at the beach had alot of fun! the day seems to pass by so fast.. during the nite.. we shone our touch lights at the sands finding crabs.. haha but those crab are tiny tiny one.. 17th Novi have waited this day for very long time.. time to go home! haha.. packed our bag and begin the long journey back to singapore.. this time.. during the journey i listen to New Age songs which wad vicky described as happy songs.. lol.. reached singapore at around 5pm.. then my old sec sch frens got chalet at sentosa.. thought of not going liao.. because too tired.. but i still went for the chalet.. for the 1st time.. i'm able to ton overnight.. cos my parents are quite stirct wif me staying overnight for some reasons.. ^-^ well.. reached there around 10pm plus liao.. slack at the chalet for sometime before we decide to go out take a nite walk.. mr kenny chia.. saw a lot of chio bu at the 1st chalet building while passing by worx.. hahah... then saw a number of sp ppls.. because they were wearing FO shirt.. dunno wad kind of camps they having.. anyway we went to the beach there.. bought some food from 7-11.. then walk along the shore.. trying to catch some fish! hahah!! it was damm funny.. rayson is the catcher.. then ckw say.. ok level 1 for u.. to catch a fish.. rayson did catch the fish.. then next level.. level 2.. catch the dunno wad skipper.. james say we eat it will increase sperm production sia.. LOL!.. and yes.. rayson managed to catch but couldn't hold on because too small liao.. then after that we went along the beaches walk walk talk cock.. then suddenly.. pop out 1 crab.. man.. it was chasing one of us.. then we all ran.. hahah while the crab has stopped, we decided to catch the crab so for the nite we wil have supper liao! lol.. the crab is quite small so not enough for 12 of us.. well.. had alot of fun catching the crab.. in the end.. rayson managed to catch it.. and we all use the camera and took down his achievement! hahh! the most funniest part is the crab pincer is holding to 1 straw and 1 milo can.. (will upload the picture of the crab later) after that went back to the chalet.. play some majong, carom, poker, watch movie etc.. it was around 3am.. all of us was very tired and slp liao... 18th Novwoke up around 7am.. then changed into shorts prepared to go beach play liao.. the feeling is so gd going to the beach so early.. build a sort of bunker with the sand.. then after that went to swim at sea then suntanned.. then we play some beach volleyball.. create some lame name.. call KO gang aka knight online.. ff gang aka final fantasy.. maple gang aka maple story... ahha cos all of us play different type of online games.. wow.. the beach is getting more and more crowded liao.. went back to the chalet.. bathe.. chit chat awhile then i went home liao.. very very tired... wrote this blog and went to slp! =D tio sunburnt as usual =(


*i feel you, see you, time and time again within my heart, i knew it from the start.
i feel you, see you, time and time again within my heart, we never gonna part.

hmm last entry liao.. for the next 1 week won't be blogging cos going malaysia attend my cousin wedding.... and guys take care and enjoy your holidays!


*trance takes me to a place without sadness, a world of mine

holidays liao.. 1st thing i would like to do is to burn books! wuahahh narh kidding.. 1st thing to do is to play of cos!.. oh ya james.. next time if going out with yong hian church frens call me again.. i miss that chance last sat.. hehehx.. then when we planning to go sentosa again huh? this time call more ppls to go.. more fun..!

haixx. got a lot of problems over the class outing.. then i guess have to postpone to dec? still got about 3 weeks more...

oh well.. just finished with my blog.. gotta have lunch now.. laterz...


*its time to burn

my handphone is put in my room.. then i went to study room to play com.. after a few hours, i went to check if there is any new msgs.. to my surpirse.. i found many msgs in my inbox that i nv seen before.. how come? it is obvious that someone has seen those msgs.. and the person is the one in my room.. it nt the 1st time.. its the 2nd time now.. yesterday nite i have 4 unseen msgs.. i kept quiet.. just hope that he will stop doing that.. its not gd to see other ppls's private things and things that i dun like ppls to noe..

finally exams are over.. fun time!! went to iceskate today.. long time nv skate liao.. well will be writing quite short for this cos i very tired now.. it already 3 plus liao.. just chiong knightonline wif ckw.. looking forward to more fun days... =D niteyx all


*thinking

just wake up.. switch on the computer and found out that yesterday some of my friends msn me i never reply.. sorry!!.. my brother was using computer.. then i found out that ckw char level 37 liao.. wah so fast. wait for me chiong together la.. just logon to knightonline just now.. but went in i was in the middle of 2 creatures.. i died.. du lan liao.. 5% experience gone.. dun wanna lvl liao.. quit.. went to surf net around then spend some time update blog.. later going to immigration office to apply for re-entry permit.. cos going overseas on 11-17 nov during the holidays to attend my cousin wedding..

4 down, 1 to go.. that is webp.. later after i come back home going to spend some time study those lecture slides liao.. for the past few days, dunno why i feel so slack.. went out to play wif my frens somemore.. then last min study.. then in the end blurr blurr.. uwos tink die liao.. lol... haixx.. maybe i can't wait holidays to come and go out play liao... nvm.. left 1 more paper.. in 1 day time can play liao.. haha! oh ya.. 1a05, class outing how ah? go eat swansens?(hope so.. hehex) or go ice skate? or go kbox? or movie? hope that the whole class is ON.. if nt few ppls nt very fun one..

okay tink going to end here.. going to change liao then go to immigration office liao.. laterZ


*I'm not a perfect person. There's many things I wish I didn't do. But I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you. And so I have to say before I go. That I just want you to know.